The searing debut novel about a young woman's destructive relationship with a legendary writer for readers of My Dark Vanessa and Green DotI made up my mind to meet you. Your book had cast a spell over me the previous night. What better way to stay spellbound than to orbit the magician?When a reporter's call disrupts Tatum Vega's life with her partner in sun-drenched Chile, she is suddenly pulled back into the years she spent in New York, captivated by the famous writer M. Domínguez. As long-buried questions resurface, Tatum must reckon with the all-consuming relationship that dominated her early adulthood and prise the story of her life from the hands of her once-hero.'I couldn't put it down' ANNIE LORD'Villarreal-Moura writes with stunning emotional clarity' BUSTLE'A beautiful work of fiction that dwells in the gray areas between celebrity and fan' NPR'An epic unravelling of every love story trope' T KIRA MADDEN'A deft and touching coming of age story' RUMAAN ALAM'Expertly written with striking intimacy and heartbreaking clarity' XOCHITL GONZALEZ